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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Saturday, April 09, 2005
.::saturday::.
.::saturday::.
yay its saturday! my parents are OUT! weee..........
my sis goin out to study..jc kid..
im goin out to a movie..nothing to do kid..
leavin 3rd sis and lil bro wif grandma..
leave me alone its saturday..
ive been waiting for this..outrageous..so not myself time..ah whatever
i miss my frenz too..dzul, jihad, farzi..will be seeing u guys on farzi's 22nd bdae pit? i do hope so..if not, i'll call u guys out one of these days. got a date wif jihad nx mon..hehe..called him out yesterday but he cdnt coz his mom jz came back from Aceh..she's volunteering as a nurse there..motherless for 10 days..so i jz let him spend time wif his mummy first..poor child..haha..newayz c u nx wk bro..
rite nw i miss alot of things..sinz sch ended i realized ive lost touch of alot of things i used to have..i remembered having everything i wanted i couldnt even think of anything more to ask for..it was a wonderful feeling.. i had those i love around me..my friends, my family..never in a day i ever felt lacking of something..thus the name Paperbag Princess was born..the paperbag part was jz the shy part of me..but i din hafta worry abt tt..i din hafta be shy among the ppl i love..the greatest times of my life..now its all gone..and im left lingering..tho i noe its not all totally gone..they're still there but the feeling's jz not as intense anymore..leaving gaps all around where boredom and sadness choose to dwell..
i cant wait for life to begin again..i'll be like a mummy reincarnated..bursting out of my pressurised sarcophagus..coughing out the choking dusts from my lungs..grabbing the opportunity of being able to breathe n live once more..
i didnt sleep veri peacefully last nite coz my mind was weaving dreams..good dreams fortunately..dreaming a bright future where all my wishes came true..oh i do hope it does..without any replies from ntu and rsaf rite now i feel so clueless..anxious..scared..
at the moment tho, i'll jz stay optimistic..like i advised kak idah..troubles will end, nothing lasts after all, tabahkanlah hatimu..tu lah aku..pandai nasihat orang..diri sendiri tak ternasihat..
ok ah...gua mau klua..harap2 budak2 kat rumah ni tak gado2..baik aku ikat diorang dulu..ciaoz!
my sis goin out to study..jc kid..
im goin out to a movie..nothing to do kid..
leavin 3rd sis and lil bro wif grandma..
leave me alone its saturday..
ive been waiting for this..outrageous..so not myself time..ah whatever
i miss my frenz too..dzul, jihad, farzi..will be seeing u guys on farzi's 22nd bdae pit? i do hope so..if not, i'll call u guys out one of these days. got a date wif jihad nx mon..hehe..called him out yesterday but he cdnt coz his mom jz came back from Aceh..she's volunteering as a nurse there..motherless for 10 days..so i jz let him spend time wif his mummy first..poor child..haha..newayz c u nx wk bro..
rite nw i miss alot of things..sinz sch ended i realized ive lost touch of alot of things i used to have..i remembered having everything i wanted i couldnt even think of anything more to ask for..it was a wonderful feeling.. i had those i love around me..my friends, my family..never in a day i ever felt lacking of something..thus the name Paperbag Princess was born..the paperbag part was jz the shy part of me..but i din hafta worry abt tt..i din hafta be shy among the ppl i love..the greatest times of my life..now its all gone..and im left lingering..tho i noe its not all totally gone..they're still there but the feeling's jz not as intense anymore..leaving gaps all around where boredom and sadness choose to dwell..
i cant wait for life to begin again..i'll be like a mummy reincarnated..bursting out of my pressurised sarcophagus..coughing out the choking dusts from my lungs..grabbing the opportunity of being able to breathe n live once more..
i didnt sleep veri peacefully last nite coz my mind was weaving dreams..good dreams fortunately..dreaming a bright future where all my wishes came true..oh i do hope it does..without any replies from ntu and rsaf rite now i feel so clueless..anxious..scared..
at the moment tho, i'll jz stay optimistic..like i advised kak idah..troubles will end, nothing lasts after all, tabahkanlah hatimu..tu lah aku..pandai nasihat orang..diri sendiri tak ternasihat..
ok ah...gua mau klua..harap2 budak2 kat rumah ni tak gado2..baik aku ikat diorang dulu..ciaoz!
posted at 10:50 AM